I’ve been putting on a fake smile all day. Even though I’m thankful for everything I have and everything I got, it still wasn’t what I wanted. I wanted you. And to spend the day with you. Oh well… I’m gonna watch movies all day. Hopefully it’ll get my mind off of it. Prolly not tho, I’m hopeless. Merry Christmas. For what it’s worth, I love you, and...
its funny when the person your in love with, and she tells you all these things about how she cares, and that shes in love with you, but does something completely different. i know she will probably read this, but i dont have another way to tell her these things. i really do love you, and want to be with you everyday. i make myself sick about it cause its all thats on my mind. ive been sleeping...
life isnt fair. but i can still hope for the best of things. i lay here awake waiting for your phone call, even tho chances are it may never come. but i would wait a million years just to have that chance. ill never be okay with him having you. and it breaks my heart every single day. but i cant loose you, cause that would kill me instantly. all i can do now is wait for you until the day i...
Nothing else matters when I have you. I’m always wishing I got what I wanted, instead I’m living in a world where other people’s needs come first. But just once, I wish you would believe me, and be with me for the rest of my life. And hold me, and lay with me, sing silly songs with me, laugh with me, hold hands and watch movies with me. That’s what I really want in life. A...
i have this thing, where everyone assumes that im talking about them, and turns into me looking like a shady character. fact is, nobody knows whats really going on with me, nobody has cared to ask. im not gonna pour out my problems onto someone else because that just isnt me. if you really knew me, and knew what i was about, and cared enough to ask, maybe youd think different. this isnt about...
no matter what decision is made, somehow im left out of the equation.. #sickofgettingtheshitendofthings
today was honestly one of the happiest days ive had in a long time, nothing makes me happier then seeing her. she just knows how to put me in the best mood and assure me that everything is going to be okay. i hope shes sleeping well and dreaming of tigers and clouds or something… i love you. :) #karaannainge #jesus #love #bestfriend
things are hard for you right now, for absolutely no reason, and i know your doing your best to enjoy life and live it while you can, but i ask this not for my benefit, but for yours, i want to be in your life, because i life without you isnt a life worth living.. even though i will eventually move on, things would just never be the same. your the light and soul in my life, the reason who i am and...
nobody understands me and doesnt wanna take the time to ask me either. i literally have no one to talk to. all i have ever wanted to do was treat a girl right and make her the happiest she has ever been, and fall madly in love with her, i honestly just dont understand why this cant happen for me. i could honestly fall off the face of this earth and nobody would care or would even know. im supposed...
nothing matters, with out you.
How I feel.
ive been waiting for someone like you my whole life, even though im still young, i know that its meant to be. maybe not today, maybe not years from now, but i just know that one day, we will be together. you are my bestfriend, and you have opened my eyes to so much in this world i thought i would never see again. you see me for me, and thats what i love about you most, that you do actually care...
we’ll be togther one day just not today.
its so easy to give up, but so hard to let go.
i just wanna hang out, and go on dates. and honestly just talk to someone, lately i feel like im alone. and nobody cares.
where are you? #karaainge #:/
who cares if someone is “gay” or “homosexual” its not like we have to segregate them from people who arent. people are people, if you dont like it, then get the fuck out.
had my whole day planned out, sleep in my new bed, watch tv, be lazy. but we all know that cant EVER happen haha. family time=annoy the shit out of me day
I WENT TANNING YESTERDAY
and of course my ass is red #whiteboy
i have nothing to do, besides eat golden grams, and hangout by myself cause i have no friends. and my computer is to laame to upload photos anywhere :/
am working on a project cooler than yours, for a special someone, who is also cooler than you! :]
i cant stand when no one is here. its like everyone is picking at me like im the one who is wrong, and that im the shithead bring everyone down. nobody cares to listen to me lately, or ask me how my day was, i wanna be happy, i really do, and i find it most when im with you. my family can really eat shit lately, all they want is me to help them, and then tell me how i dont live my life right and...
i was born with super powers, id do so much, id never be bored, id always be able to make things better. and i could create anything! #imissyouimgoingcrazy :/
i feel like...
im talking to a brick wall.
i really want
this gibson guitar. sooooo badddd.
Dad spends school year waving at bus, embarrassing...
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someone who can see you for you, not listen to the bullshit stories they hear about you, someone who you can spend time with and it will never get old, someone who you can see straight down to their core, and know who they REALLY are. someone who can make you laugh, even extremely mad, and tell you the blunt truth when you need to hear it. this is why i love you so much, because you are my best...
dad- your awesome, ive always wanted to be just like you ever since i was a little boy. theres no other better romodel in my life besides you. thank you so much for everything that you do, and thank you for not killing me yet when i can be a little shit haha. i love you dad. grandpa- nothing is more exciting to me in the fall than going on our regular fishing trip to wyoming. ill never forget...
the truth will set you free.
i wish i knew the right answer. but what is the right answer? what is the right thing to do?
days like these are so peaceful, sun, bike, warm weather, cereal, clean room. still missing you tho. i love you kara ainge :]
january 13, 2011
i will never forget the first years it was just me and you, you took me everywhere, we did everything together, you always took me by your side. honestly i dont know what i would do without you today, you have helped me become a better man then i could have ever been, you are my role model. i love you. happy birthday dad :] 51!!